Reality!

I don’t want to think,


Cause I do want to feel

these things that are happening,

can actually be real.



Too many scenes

And images I've seen

Too many faces of grief

I don’t want to see,



To many faces,

flash through my mind,

when I try to sleep at night,

I don’t want them to be true,



I’ve seen too much,

Heard too much,

Now I know too much,

I can’t deny anymore it is true.



2011 is yet but 2 months old,

How can this time hold?

this terrible toll,

but the images in my mind tell me it’s true.



Tonight I don’t want to sleep

‘cause I don’t to see,

the pain on faces of people I know,

‘cause it makes it all so real.



I can pretend to understand why?

‘cause right now nothing makes sense,

Only this media age in just 2 short months,

We’ve had too much information.



Then just today a few bombshells

made a direct hit,

things I found out

I rather not know.



I know I’m in shock,

so much truth in so little time,

I don’t want to think or feel,

Otherwise it becomes real!



Debbie Chilton (c) 2011